Main shayad nai badla.

"Ek din yeh sab kuch ni rehna. Sab apne apne raste nikal jayenge! Duniya de jhamele, naukri dhoondho, paise kamaao, ghar basaao, te life de ishaaron pe nachte jaao. College de gate de is tarah hum lyf ko nachaate hain, te dooji tarah lyf humko nachaati hai." - DJ, from RDB.

Very true!
Almost ek year hone waala hai..I'd moved on a long time back. I'd left all those sentiyaape boht der pehle..that sentiyaapa was taken over by sadness of life, of living alone, of having no work but still earning a lot of money, and pata nai kya kya. Sometimes i wonder, "Why am i alive? For whom?"

Kal main college ko leke fir se senti ho gaya. There are still some people left, not great in numbers now, jinse duur hone ka mann ni karta. Kal use bye kehte time i realized ki mujhse abhi bhi bye ni bola jaata.

Aadmi ka basic character kabhi change ni hota. Main shayad nai badla..kahin kho gaya hoon bas.

-- Hulchul Senti.

Why does it happen ki as the days come closer to the day when you are gonna leave a place permanently after spending a quality time there, u start fighting with people who are close to yo..who you call friends..unintentionally..and it goes on like this way??

The Good Bye Period

The college is coming to an end. Actually the time of saying Good Bye to things had started long time ago. I say good bye to major activities each time I do them for the last time. So, the activities were:

1. Placements [haha..bahut rulaya..but end mein bahut happy kiya..it ended on the 4th of Feb]
2. Any work for college, while being holding a post, jiski ek alag hi feel hoti thi..jo college khatam hote hote, yahaan ki politics ne khatam kar di. [28th March]
3. Respective club events jinhe I enjoyed. [1st of April, Chitrahaar]
4. Last sessionals..i dint want to include this in this list..but many people said this ki these are our last sessionals.. :D [on the 8th of April]
5. Last journey from home to college. [13-14th of April]
6. Birthday. [yeah it was the last one to be celebrated in the college.. :-( ]

There might be some other activities also, but abhi I can recall only these activities..

In a few days, last assignment, last project, last lecture, last exam, last party, last gedi in Chandigarh, last good bye to everyone, last good bye to the loved ones, and in the end last journey from the college to the home..etc etc...

Out of these activities, some would make us happy ki finally peecha chhota, which would make me happy as well as sad, but there would be some activities also, jinse i dont want to get rid of, which would only bring tears in my eyes.. Anyways, it's the part of life...everything needs to be moved on...!

Hmmm..Actually, it is not a time, it is a period of saying a good byes and it is a big one! :)

Hmm..

Hmm..a lot has happened in the past few days. For me, for mechanchies, for electronics wale, for day scholars as well as hostelers, for a lot of people, in fact i think for all those final yearites who had got addicted to this place, which i would call the paradise of this college, and of course, for the third yearites also, i hope, the new version of THE CAFE, i.e. Cafe 2.0 will bring back some more smiling faces, which were lost about a year ago, for the reason. Now i wont be anymore bhookha in case of a bad meal in mess. A sincere note of thanks to the initiators, because of whom, i hope, the rest of the final year becomes an unforgettable one for all the cafe lovers. Touchwood!! ;-)
One more thing which has taken place is, the FAREWELL, mechanchiyon ki party..i did something different this time there..anybody can guess.. ;) enjoyed it..abhi se hi farewell party mil gayi..agar yeh training semester nahi hota toh aaj kuch aur hi scene hota..in every respect..in every regard..in every activity..shayad main bhi ek core company mein naukri lekar baitha hota (no bahanas for the failure in this respect)! Anyways, farewell mil gayi hai..i remember how our seniors used to prepare for their respective farewells..we dint do anything. Ab kuch hi months mein il be saying a good bye to chandigarh, hamesha hamesha ke liye..may be yes..may be no!