Main shayad nai badla.

"Ek din yeh sab kuch ni rehna. Sab apne apne raste nikal jayenge! Duniya de jhamele, naukri dhoondho, paise kamaao, ghar basaao, te life de ishaaron pe nachte jaao. College de gate de is tarah hum lyf ko nachaate hain, te dooji tarah lyf humko nachaati hai." - DJ, from RDB.

Very true!
Almost ek year hone waala hai..I'd moved on a long time back. I'd left all those sentiyaape boht der pehle..that sentiyaapa was taken over by sadness of life, of living alone, of having no work but still earning a lot of money, and pata nai kya kya. Sometimes i wonder, "Why am i alive? For whom?"

Kal main college ko leke fir se senti ho gaya. There are still some people left, not great in numbers now, jinse duur hone ka mann ni karta. Kal use bye kehte time i realized ki mujhse abhi bhi bye ni bola jaata.

Aadmi ka basic character kabhi change ni hota. Main shayad nai badla..kahin kho gaya hoon bas.

-- Hulchul Senti.