From Happiness to Sadness.

Some days back, I was asked by a colleague whether it would be OK if I’m sent to a site in the last week of February, which is located near Delhi, officially, for 10 days? The work would get completed in maximum 4-5 days. In the remaining days, I could enjoy or do anything  which I wanted to. For me, it was something, about which, now I just dream..going to places, where people don’t talk to each other in code languages, where food generally is wheat-based and not rice-based, where I’d be happier etc etc.. So obviously, the answer was ‘Hell Yes!’. It still was a dream. For about 3-4 days, I kept on asking him whether it was a joke or what? I could not believe this was happening. In return, I always got the answer, which I wanted to get. I started making plans of where I’d go and what I’d be doing there. I yearned to visit Gurgaon and Chandigarh this time. Happy Happy! :D

Then, something happened over there, something happened over here. These happenings were the enemies of my happiness. They shook hands and attacked, and that thing happened, which I wanted the least to happen. Jaana cancel ho gaya. All those plans got ruined. Happiness got converted to sadness. I feel shattered now. Very Sad. :(

If the fourth quarter of a financial year was not going on, I would have gone on my own after all this. Mujhe itna hopeful ni hona chahiye tha. I hope overcome very soon.

PS: two days ago my office computer’s monitor broke down, and after my two days ‘follow-up’, I’m not seeing it getting replaced in the near future. It’s like as if someone has thrown salt on a fresh wound. :(