Today m feeling nostalgic despite being at home. I'm missing my second home..

Moorakh!

We went to Chandigarh Carnival this weekend. That's me with Lokesh.. I was sending this file to him on gtalk..thoda time zyada lag gaya tha..isne mujhe yaad dilaya ki main kya tha..jo main bhool gaya tha..An excerpt
An excerpt from the chat that time:

Lokesh: saraaba

bhejjjj

12:07 AM

me: kar toh raha hoon moorakh

Lokesh: moorakh

v r d same

bhul gaya

:D

me: haha

lolz!

12:08 AM mast!!

I seriously forgot ki main moorakh tha..
By the way, baaki log aage nikal gaye ho, but he never left me alone!! Hum dono college start hone ke baad se hi 6 pointers rahe hain and shayad hamesha bane rahenge!! :)

Double Zero! :D

Academics ke saath jitne fukke kar sakta tha..kar liye last 3 years mein. Bas ek hi cheez reh gayi thi, and wo thi, getting no score in an exam. Yup, bas yehi reh gaya tha.. After a long time of more than 18 years since I started studying, I've finally got it. In fact, I got a double zero, in Heat Transfer. Thank You very much Soni Sir!! And main nahi, bahut saari janta hai saath dene ko, there are 14 more bhai log, who recently have joined the "SHAURYA CLUB". Isliye shayad sharm bhi nahi aa rahi hai.. Seriously, bahut effort maarna padta hai to get a zero in an exam!! And woh tab aur bhi zyada ho jaata hai, jab aap bahut saara likh kar aao paper mein..

Shit!! I never expected this from myself! Bhagwaan, fail hone se bachale! Harshal, fail hone se bacha le!

bilkul sahi kaha..kuch na feel karne se toh better hai kuch bura hi feel karlo! :-)

PECFest khatam ho gaya and ab RDB banani hai!

I logged in here to write a post. And I've nothing to write.
Bored!

End of Streak (of shaving)

Today when I was shaving, a thought came to my mind..and it was, that I was shaving today after a long time for a different purpose.. There were companies visiting the campus for placements almost twice a week, and it was really frustrating to shave because of that! Today it was different. :-)

Hmm..

Hmm..a lot has happened in the past few days. For me, for mechanchies, for electronics wale, for day scholars as well as hostelers, for a lot of people, in fact i think for all those final yearites who had got addicted to this place, which i would call the paradise of this college, and of course, for the third yearites also, i hope, the new version of THE CAFE, i.e. Cafe 2.0 will bring back some more smiling faces, which were lost about a year ago, for the reason. Now i wont be anymore bhookha in case of a bad meal in mess. A sincere note of thanks to the initiators, because of whom, i hope, the rest of the final year becomes an unforgettable one for all the cafe lovers. Touchwood!! ;-)
One more thing which has taken place is, the FAREWELL, mechanchiyon ki party..i did something different this time there..anybody can guess.. ;) enjoyed it..abhi se hi farewell party mil gayi..agar yeh training semester nahi hota toh aaj kuch aur hi scene hota..in every respect..in every regard..in every activity..shayad main bhi ek core company mein naukri lekar baitha hota (no bahanas for the failure in this respect)! Anyways, farewell mil gayi hai..i remember how our seniors used to prepare for their respective farewells..we dint do anything. Ab kuch hi months mein il be saying a good bye to chandigarh, hamesha hamesha ke liye..may be yes..may be no!

Intehaan ho gayi, intezaar ki..

today many things happened..raine ki second job..sarabhe ki naukri bhi..pehli baar khud meeting conduct kari..publicity meeting etc etc..

but the best thing was, i was invincible today while playing table tennis, had a winning streak of 10-0..had just started playing it some 2-3 weeks ago.. :-)

Naukri

abhi ke liye, i'm a naukri wala..though satyam, but naukri toh naukri hoti hai..kaisi bhi ho!! kuch badi nahi, kuch chhoti nahi..thoda sa relaxed..bas..aur kuch nahi.. :)

abhi kuch der pehle main satyam ke papers check kar raha tha net par..never thought of doing that!
anyways, its the kismat..of course a result of negligence. :/

Life is harder when you talk to a person smarter than you.
- From the book, 'The 3 Mistakes' by Chetan Bhagat.

Kuch Toh Acha Hua...

Today when i got the DMC till the 6th sem in my hands, it was a relief. I've got a SGPA equal to 9, and that has resulted in an increment of CGPA from 6.2 to 6.7, thus, finally crossed the barrier of 6.5 at least. Chalo ab kisi company ke written test se yeh sunkar toh nahi nikalna padhega ki u r 'Not Eligible'..! :)
and ab papa ko yeh bhi bol sakunga ki papa, first round (eligibility criteria) toh clear kar hi liya..:D

Need of Internet.

Just an image showing ki aajkal hamare college ki website jise bhoole bhatke access kara jaata hai, use college ke net se access karna bhi kabhi kabhi mushkil kaam ho jata hai.. :(

Tata Indicom walon jaldi se internet lagado please! Gtalk par gaye huye kaafi din ho gaye hain. :(

Finally the Final Year.

Abhi abhi mere dil mein ek khayaal aaya ki aaj maine for the first time in my life ek presentation di. That presentation which, to some extent, would decide for how many companies I would clear the eligibility criteria for getting myself placed. Also, after this presentation yeh bhi final ho gaya ki 3^rd year khatam ho chuka hai and I’ve entered into the final year. Soon, there will be placements going on and people would be competing for jobs and finally getting jobs. Placements! Probably, it was the only word about which I was worried when I entered this college. I wish August end hote hote naukri lag jaaye.. Anyways, Cheers!! The life is looking to be back on the road! :)

P.S.: As always, I have already lost two pens after coming to the college after the holidays. It has been a regular practice for the past three years. The legacy continues.

Back to Bedlam!!

Finally, the college!
The final year!
Known persons!
Similar activities!
:) :) :)

Finally it was the day jiska main kaafi time se wait kar raha tha..main aa gaya college! The first day of the final year was a one which I would never forget. Chandigarh aane se pehle, leaving the three days when I was here, there was hardly a person jiska thopda maine pehle dekh rakha tha, unfortunately, it was of Mr. Rajesh Kanda, jo college ke Mechanical Dept. mein Senior Lecturer hai..jo meri jaali si evaluation karne aata tha. A lot happened yesterday. FR mein ‘Jaane Tu…Ya Jaane Na’ mast movie..kaafi time baad koi movie dekhi..McD mein dinner..raat mein Aroma mein coffee. I had forgotten the name of Aroma when I was there in Alwar. Many times I tried to recall this name when I was there, but it took a lot of time every time. I had a coffee there at 1 AM. Already there was a lot of fun done during the whole day. And yeah, ultimately, mess khul gayi. Because of taking the meals almost thrice a day outside has made me bankrupt for many times in the past 7 days. Although most of the times, the place was Corbu House, the mess of CCA. Sincere thanks to luck this time and a thanks to EDC.

Happy hi happy. :)

Back to Home.

After a long time, I'm home..finally! Big yay! Badi mushkil se peecha choota..chalo..abhi toh ghar par aaraam farma raha hoon..taking a sleep of 10 hrs at least! And taking a good food..after a long time! After some days, college! Oh yea, college! Again! :)
6 months finally nikal gaye training ke.. I think I should get a “Lifetime Achievement Award” for the survival in Alwar against all odds! :D

I’m an innocent lad,
Who is no more sad.
Now with a less pain in my head,
I’m out of the state of being dead!
And rhyme banane ke liye kuch bhi kar diya hai add!

Abey! Mast..sahi mein rhyme ban gayi! Kaisi bhi ho!
Abhi mere face par ek smile hai..hands on my head and eyes mein shayad computer screen ki chamak! Yeh kaise likh diya? I’m totally shocked! Blogs start karne se kuch toh acha ho hi raha hai.. Sira bache! Sira! :)
Yay!!

Good Time. Bad Time.

While I was there in the college, i always had preferred to stay in the college jab bhi holidays hone lag jaati thi..and ghar jaana toh sabse boring kaam lagta tha.. Ghar par late jaana and jaldi aana..these were the activities which I preferred to do in holidays.. And jaise jaise semester end ki taraf approach karta tha, ek baat jehan mein aksar aati thi, "Ek aur semester khatam ho gaya yaar! Why does time fly with such a high speed??" Woh bahut acha time hota tha.. One thing was clear in mind..that time flies, and nobody can stop time.. When there were the bad days in Alwar in starting, ek baat khud ko samjhaayi thi ki time flies. Good time flies. So bad time would also pass away..so chill and enjoy the Alwar life!

Todays' story is, time flies..yes..but only the good one..bura time toh khatam hi nahi hota!!
Alwar se bhaagne ki date thi, 30th june! I don't know main kabse is date ka buri tarah wait kar raha tha.. Today is 2nd July, and m here only..and il be here only tmrw also.. I'm the one, jiski sabse zyada duration ki training chali hai. Next year, I promise, il ask every junior with whom I've interacted, and all those juniors, jinki maine shakal bhi nahi dekhi hai, not to join this company at any cost.. Rest is all their wish.. If they literally want to let ppl here to rub their ass, they are most welcome! Aaj yahaan ke sanki VP ne hum trainees ka review kara..and report mein aisi galti nikaali, which was a very minor mistake, just a wrong figure, and for that, he scolded my mentor and asked to check the report again..and for that thing, I need to stay here, just because, I've to get a certificate from the company. Fuck yaar! Later, I was sitting with my mentor, he start laughing suddenly. When I asked the reason, he said, "Mujhe VP par hansi aa rahi hai..kaisa sa aadmi hai?!" The next thing which he said was, "Agar yeh log chance de, toh please don't join this company."

Main frustration ki saari limits cross kar chuka hoon, and now, I want to go home..and want to stay there for a long time..proper rest..good food..and sab kuch.

P.S.: Previous posts par zyada hi taareef ho gayi..thoda confidence badh gaya hai.. Now I would keep writing..jab tak dil chahega..at least the previous would not be the last post of this blog.

PPO!

Today Quality Control Dept ka ek banda, Mr. Yadav, came to our dept (he is holding a position of DM in the company). coffee and snacks chal rahe the..total there were 5 persons. 3 of us were from the same dept.. one was from some another dept.
Beech mein pata nahi kya keeda hua uske, he asked me, "If an offer given, would you like to join the company?"
I got shocked. I said, "Sir, there is a lot to learn here, so it can be a very good start for me, but the problem is that i don't like this place and it can ruin my personal life. So it won't be my first choice."
He, who joined this company about 25 years ago, looked bruised with the answer and started saying, "Are we fool?? For what we ppl are living here? Aajkal ke ladkon ko toh pata hi nahi kya chahiye..etc etc."
Then I was just going to explain him the reasons why I wont be joining this company..the first of them was since this company gives a package of i think around 4.5 lacs, therefore, there is a chance that if I get a PPO from this company, college wale kahin is company ko dream na bana de! And agar aisa ho gaya, toh meri toh life khatam as I won't be allowed to sit in any other company..but itna sab sunne se pehle hi start ho gaya comparison round..between the three trainees who are here..for the 6 months training..
Here are two other students from Thapar College..Rahul Thakur..Lakshay Juneja..
Lakshay toh apne type ka banda hai..bilkul PEC walon ki tarah harkatein hain uski..sare kaam end time par karna types..Rahul bilkul ulta..thapar ke batch ka 2nd ranker hai..9.2 CGPA hai uski..kabhi sunta nahi meri toh at least..and attitude itna! And yeah..Night mein 10 baje se pehle sone ki aadat hai..abhi thoda late so leta hai :D par i dont like that guy..bas yeh samajha rakha hai khud ko ki 6 mahine nikaalne hain..nikaal lo bas kisi tarah se! Toh ab obvious si baat hai ki agar CGPA 9.2 hogi, toh keeda toh hoga hi..thapar ka jo hai!! (Swami hai waise usse zyada CG wala..par keeda kahin se nahi hai..PEC wala jo hai!! ;))
Woh Mr. Yadav..started saying ki agar in teeno mein se kisi ko PPO mila, toh Rahul ko hi milega..bahut knowledge hai us bande ko. There came the difference between 9.2 and 6.24. I appreciate the knowledge what he has. But the knowledge is not the only thing in life, I think so. I'm a 6.24, but still I think I'm far better than him, because I'm a PECobian! Because ppl in my college know me. Because cultural activities naam ki kuch cheez hoti hai life mein! In these things, he is zero, as he says. After coming to this company, the only thing jo mere kaam aayi hai college mein padhi hui is, the Autocad. And woh bhi I learnt myself. None of the teachers helped me in that. Mr. Yadav itne confident isliye the kyunki he has seen him kaam karte hue..an use project hi aisa mila toh main kya kar sakta hoon? He was not saying to me, but his eyes were saying a lot of things. Some days ago, he came to know the CGPA m holding. Woh yeh nahi jaanta ki Rahul kitna bada keeda hai! itna irritating banda! Dappy se bhi saadhu saadhu jokes maarta hai..(Sorry Dappy) har baal ki khaal nikaalna uski aadat hai..har baat ko pakadta hai..and jab hum use kehte hain ki baatein mat pakda kar, kehta hai ki baaton ko koi kaise pakad sakta hai?! Fuck! use suggestion bhi nahi de sakte..nahi toh aisa hi haal hota hai.. Mujhe Rahul kehta hai ki woh bilkul bhi kaam nahi karta..and yeh bhi kehta hai ki agar kisi ko PPO milega, toh woh main hi hunga.. Thapar walon ki ek aur speciality.. Mouth mein God, side mein knife! kehte kuch aur hain..and karte kuch aur hi hain..saale dil se jeena toh jaante hi nahi. Waise yeh sabhi keedon ki speciality hoti hai..par us bhai ne toh hadd hi kardi!!
jo baat unfortunate thi, woh yeh thi ki jin logon ne mujhe kaam karte hye dekha hai, m pointing to the two sitting in the snacks party, woh log mere liye kuch bole hi nahi.. I was expecting something from them..the simple reason, because yahaan meri watt lagaye ja raha tha woh banda and mere dept wala koi kuch bola hi nahi. The reason was because un logon ko Rahul ki baatein achi lagti hain..agar main sahi bhi hota hoon, toh bhi meri watt lagaane mein lage rehte hain..main hansta ya rota hoon, nobody cares! I am unable to figure out where the problem lies in me!!

These six months time was the worst time of my life. I just hope I don't get such a bad time again in my life.

Yeh baat PPO se start hui thi, and pata nahin mera dimaag kahaan tak le gayi..I Never expected that I would be writing a blog in my life..at least a sad start toh kabhi bhi nahi..mujhe likhna nai aata.