But Why?

They say ki when u repeat one practise or task again and again many times, u become habitual of doing that thing which results in you getting irritated and bored and the suppression of feelings towards that particular practise or task and want to get rid of it as soon as possible before your life starts running behind you!

Parting from people is one thing, that i've been doing and experiencing for the past 7 years. Pehle School, then Kota, then Ajmer, then Chandigarh, then Alwar and then again Chandigarh, I've bid good byes to uncountable number of persons in my life. But fir bhi, i'm not getting bored of doing  it. Today also, when it comes to saying good byes to people, I sometimes start feeling my eyes getting wet, which also used to take place a long time ago. In fact, day by day, I feel ki it is becoming more and more difficult for me to say good byes to people!!

Why is this so? Why ain't am getting irritated despite saying good byes to so many people over the years? Parting is also a task to do. Then why is this happening?

Why does it happen ki as the days come closer to the day when you are gonna leave a place permanently after spending a quality time there, u start fighting with people who are close to yo..who you call friends..unintentionally..and it goes on like this way??

The Good Bye Period

The college is coming to an end. Actually the time of saying Good Bye to things had started long time ago. I say good bye to major activities each time I do them for the last time. So, the activities were:

1. Placements [haha..bahut rulaya..but end mein bahut happy kiya..it ended on the 4th of Feb]
2. Any work for college, while being holding a post, jiski ek alag hi feel hoti thi..jo college khatam hote hote, yahaan ki politics ne khatam kar di. [28th March]
3. Respective club events jinhe I enjoyed. [1st of April, Chitrahaar]
4. Last sessionals..i dint want to include this in this list..but many people said this ki these are our last sessionals.. :D [on the 8th of April]
5. Last journey from home to college. [13-14th of April]
6. Birthday. [yeah it was the last one to be celebrated in the college.. :-( ]

There might be some other activities also, but abhi I can recall only these activities..

In a few days, last assignment, last project, last lecture, last exam, last party, last gedi in Chandigarh, last good bye to everyone, last good bye to the loved ones, and in the end last journey from the college to the home..etc etc...

Out of these activities, some would make us happy ki finally peecha chhota, which would make me happy as well as sad, but there would be some activities also, jinse i dont want to get rid of, which would only bring tears in my eyes.. Anyways, it's the part of life...everything needs to be moved on...!

Hmmm..Actually, it is not a time, it is a period of saying a good byes and it is a big one! :)

Happy B'day.

Oops! I'm still getting birthday wishes. Kal bhi ek phone aaya. The caller wished me 'Happy Belated B'day' with a 'Sorry' word attached to the wish later. I said 'No problems'. (Actually I've stopped expecting people to call me..bday is just another day!) So jisne wish kiya, a big 'Thank You'. Jisne nahi kara, use bhi 'Thank You'. From 17th April to 30th April, I've almost got a phone cal daily. Bas karo ab! Khatam ho gaya Birthweek and Birthmonth!! :)